Gonzo (Rolling Thunder Motorcycle Club Book 7) by Candace Blevins

Author:Candace Blevins [Blevins, Candace]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Excessica
Published: 2016-05-12T23:00:00+00:00

Chapter 21

Gonzo

Connie surprised me Saturday by telling me she wanted me to take the twins for the day for our furniture shopping trip, and to call her when we were ready for dinner so she could meet up with us.

I took them to my house first and showed them their rooms, and explained I’d have a door put in the wall between so they could still see each other at night.

They weren’t thrilled with separate bedrooms, but the door seemed to make it tolerable, though barely.

Declan wanted a full sized bed so he’d have room for a chest of drawers, some shelving units, and a huge desk.

Chloe decided on a king sized bed, two shelving units, and a chest of drawers.

Declan chose a nice wood finish, Chloe chose pink and white.

Both were disappointed the items wouldn’t be delivered for a few weeks, but I arranged for the mattresses to be delivered Monday so they could spend the night the next weekend.

Next, we picked out curtains, lamps, rugs, sheets, and we bought pillows. We got toothbrushes and kid toothpaste, a brush and a comb, and all of the other things they’d need so my house could be their second home. They’d have to pack clothes — at least for now — but everything else would already be at my house, just waiting for them.

We had an incredible day together, but I’ll admit I was mentally exhausted by the time we met Connie for dinner at a pizza place. They talked to her nonstop about their day, and I smiled as I listened to them rattle on in their excitement.

Even though I knew Connie wasn’t thrilled about them having their own rooms at my house, she still smiled and asked questions and showed them she was happy for them. I had the sense she had mixed feelings — happy they had the loving father they’d wanted, but sad it meant she wasn’t their sole caretaker anymore.

I needed to show her this could be a good thing for her. She wasn’t losing them, just gaining a little time to do things for herself.

We hadn’t talked much since I left Thursday morning. I’d gone from her house to the basement of the clubhouse and pounded on the heavy bag until my hands bled because I have no idea what comes next and I’m terrified I’m going to fuck up the good thing we have going.

I love my kids and I’ll truly be dead this time if anything happens to them, because they crawled into my heart the instant I saw their picture.

But can I ever have a normal relationship with a woman again? I like and respect Connie, and I enjoyed what little I’ve taught her so far. Showing her sex can be good was fun… but a relationship? I’m not sure I should even try, and if that’s the case then I’ll just fuck up what we have going with the kids if I let us start to go there.

Though, it might already be too late.

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